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How could she?!
How could she do this...
Tell my mom..
when she promised to wait until i was ready!
Mom my mom is going through enough shit, thanks to my sister.
i didn't need to bother her with my cutting as well...
but no, thanks to my grandma, she now knows..
god why can't i ever trust anyone, its things like that which make me feel like bottling up even more...
god i feel like i'm going to cry
but, as i've stated many a time, crying is weak
i am not weak
i think...