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[desertions]

I am tired of crying and feeling like shit all the time
No matter what I do, I always dissapoint
It feel likes I can never get things right
You know what?
I give up
You win
You're right, I am a horrible person
But at least I don't dissapoint
Sometimes I wish that she had died instead of my mother. Like I said, horrible person

Somebody get me out of here, tearing at myself
Nobody gives a damn about me, or anybody else
And still you call me co-dependent
Somehow you lay the blame on me...