Years Go By Will I Choke On My Tears Until Nothings Left?

[desertions]

ok today i dont know i just feel bad...just crappy...and then i found out im failing spanish again...fuck...and I somehow managed not to cut..but now one of my best online freinds got pissed off at my status on yahoo *points to subeject* and said she didn't know why she even tries, and logged off all pissed at me...and now i feel even more triggered...i think im bout to cry...and i dont even care at this point...