I only listen to the sad sad songs, I'm only happy when it rains

[desertions]

Welp. I saw my sister today....and we got into this huge row about alot of things (too complecated to get into too much) and do you know what happened?
She hit me!
My sister fucking slapped me in the face!
I snapped, i kept yelling at her, telling never to touch me again, not to hit me, and then do you know what she says?
It's apparently all my fault!
I push everyone away she says
thats why no one loves me,
that's why I'm all alone...
and why I'll always be alone
i swear...
i could of killed her right then and there
she has no right...
she has no fucking right
it's not like she has any real basis of comparison anyways...
when she isnt ever around!