I hurt myself today...

[desertions]

ok my cousin holly left her lighter in my room
me being the pyro i am, took it and started playing with it...
and for some reason, once i got it lighted, i decided to bring it to my skin, burning it, not sure why either..
it felt so...diffrent
different then other forms of self mutilation
but i doubt i'll do it again,
I think i prefer the rush I get when I cut
this was just....different