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So, instead of whining, I'm just going to post a few songs that describe how I feel lately

Honestly Okay by Dido

I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
but I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day if I was safe in my own skin
then I wouldn't feel so lost and so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin

And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore

I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again

My Head by K's Choice

No, I know what you said
But that doesn't mean that I understand
And you don't know what I meant by that
But it's sweet that you tried
That you're on my side
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard
As close, as close as we'll get
We touch and it's gone
I must have been wrong when I thought
Everything melts in us
Though sometimes it does
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard
No, I'll never be you
But I don't need to
As long as you love me like you
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
And I would be heard
If you were my head
You'd know where it hurts
You'd clean up the dirt
If you were my head
I would be heard

Breathe by Melissa Etheridge

I played the fool today
I just dream of vanishing into the crowd
Longing for home again
Home, is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

And I can't ask for things to be still again
No I can't ask if I could walk through the world in your eyes
Longing for home again
Home, is a feeling I buried in you

I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe

My window through which nothing hides
And everything sees
I'm counting the signs and cursing the miles in between

Home

Home, is a feeling I buried in you, that I buried in you

I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe
I'm alright, I'm alright
It only hurts when I breathe, when I breathe
Yeah, it only hurts when I breathe, when I breathe
Oh,it only hurts when I breathe

I Don't Want To Be Me By Amanda Clemmens

I'm not feeling so bold
Cant you see I don't wanna grow old
And my photographs and ephitaph of parody
I don't want to be me

I'm not feeling so sure
It would help if you offered a cure
If I wait it's to late for the remedy
I don't wanna be me

You won't save me
Cause I'm not the fortunate one
So don't blame me
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run

I'm not feeling so well
Maybe we could just sit for a spell
And make ammends it depends on my injury
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me
I don't wanna be me

You won't save me
Cause I'm not the fortunate one
So don't blame me
If I decide to go hide or instead to just run

So yeah...if any of them perk your interest, feel free to hit me up and get me to send/upload them for you