You're Wrong If You Think I'll Be Just Like You

[desertions]

It's funny how much people can change
Or sometimes, I wonder how honest they were to begin with
Me, being the masochist person I am just finished rereading the letter Meagen wrote me for Kairos
It goes on and on about how much I helped her and how much she cared about me
And how she would do anything for me

What fucking bullshit

If I ever meant that much to her, I doubt she would of done what she did
Because even when you're angry or confused, you don't treat those you love that way
To be so inconsiderate...and just....NO

And maybe it's just that now that she other friends, she feels she doesn't "need" me anymore
Well fine
If she thinks this going to destroy me, she's wrong though

I have other friends, and they are obviously much BETTER friends
I will not fall apart without you
I am sad things ended this way, but it is far from the end of the world

But think of me what you want
You can think of me as manipulative, dependent, whatever
And at least I'm not like you

I mean, I could be
I would have every right to be bitter and distrusting and distant to people
But what's the point
Why hold in anger?
Why allow yourself to be bitter?

I will never be like that
I will be better than that

It may not fit your expectations
And maybe that's why you left
I don't know really
You never did make it real clear of what it did that angered you so

But you know what?
All this has done is made me stronger
And I will be a better person for this

And if you can't handle me, that doesn't make weak
It makes you so

And it is kind of nice to realize that I don't need you like I thought I did

Song of the Entry:

Just Like You By Three Days Grace


I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you