Dissapear

[desertions]

Dissapear

If I dissapear,
will you remember me?
Will you care?
or will you forget?
will the weird girl fade
and become a stain in time
something that you are reminded of
from time to time
but never like
and learn to ignore...
if i dissapear...
will you shed a tear?
will you be sad?
or will you rejoice?
as you were sick of me
did my problems disgust you
like shit on the bottom of your shoe
something you tolerate
but secretly want to be rid of...
and eventually clean off
and when i dissapear...
will I already be gone?