You know, this is what it feels like

[desertions]

Well, all in all....
the camping/river rafting trip was pretty good...
well during the day anyways...
one of the nights though...
while i was sitting in the tiny one person tent i was given, i started feeling like the walls were closing in on me.
I got all panicy and stumbled out, it must of been really late, everyone else was asleep.
Still really in a panic, i made my way to the river
and i just stood there, breathing heavily
and for a moment,
i seriously conisdered jumping it,
just letting the waters do with me what they wish
but i chickened out
and went back to my mini hell...