How bout I stop taking these antibiotics?

[desertions]

well, i never found anything to cut with...
but not for lack of trying..
i tore up a soda can and tried cutting with that,
didn't work too well..
made kinda scratches...
but i wanted real cuts so bad...
just to see, taste, feel the blood again...
anything other then this overwhelming pain and confusion...
and my grandma made me take an antibiotic for my cold..
which is only making me feel more ill...