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[desertions]

Made plans for tommorow, hopefully
Bonfires = much more fun then staying around the house moping

I miss my mother alot
So, so much.
As fucked up as she much
As much stress as she added into my life
As much as she made me feel so powerless, and so worthless
As angry as I was at her, as bitter as I was...

All of that doesn't seem to matter much anymore

I just...miss her.