..I guess this is growing up

[desertions]

Dear Self,
You are NOT calling or writing Meagen.
Nothing will come of it but more pain.
Things are not fixable.
You cut your losses, remember?
So why are you still so hung up about it?
You lost her, get over it
Shit happens.
Maybe you'd feel better if you'd actually get rid of that letter she wrote and all those pictures she drew for you
Fuck, this is not your fault.

...Cheer up, emo Katie.

Love always, me