Don't Deconstruct and Then Fill Me In, I'm Not That Basic I Swear

[desertions]

..So, yeah..
I've decided that I want to go back to theraphy
Not because my family has been pressuring it since I quit, but I think..it would be very helpful
Hell, sometimes, it's nice just to have someone to talk to and all that

But the thing is, I don't want to see my old theraphist
She's a nice lady, but it's too weird seeing someone who's friends with my grandma
I keep feeling like my confidentiality is being breeched all the time
And I have enough trust issues to begin with

What I think I might try out is seeing if the lady who used to run a group I was in has any openings.
I liked her, and she didn't know my grandma, so it's all good.

Now I just have to get the courage up to talk to my grandma about this

I feel proud of myself though, trying to take steps that will help me for once.

That's a good sign, right?