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desertions) wrote2006-12-23 02:43 am
desertions) wrote2006-12-23 02:43 am
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..So when exactly was the pain supposed to get easier? People always tell me that it will. Time heals all wounds, things always get better eventually. Someday, it won't hurt so much. For me...that's rarely true. I don't get over things. I carry the weight on my back, and it wears me down. I'm constantly carrying my emotional baggage, to the point where I don't know who I would be without it.
Sometimes, it's easy enough to ignore. It's a numb pain in my chest that's become familiar to me, like the frequent nausea and headaches. And there are certain times, like the holidays, where it all gets so overwhelmingly painful, I feel like it's going to consume me.
...Fuck. I think I'm about to cry again.
Sometimes, it's easy enough to ignore. It's a numb pain in my chest that's become familiar to me, like the frequent nausea and headaches. And there are certain times, like the holidays, where it all gets so overwhelmingly painful, I feel like it's going to consume me.
...Fuck. I think I'm about to cry again.