survey thingie....

[desertions]

Name: Celeb (aka Katie)
I need: a life
I find: this isn't enough
I want: freedom from the hell I've existed in forever
I have: none of the right things.
I wish: To be so much more than this.
I love: nothing important...

I miss: too much to list
I fear: this is all I will ever be
I feel: Depression and tiredness
I hear: Critism, all the time
I smell: ok, I think...
I crave: Love
I search: nowhere anymore...
I wonder: About everything
I regret: my life...

When was the last time you ...

Smiled?: sometime yesterday around 1 or 2 while at AX with Marie
Laughed?: while watching legally blonde yesterday
Cried?: it's been a few weeks....
Bought something?: megatokyo yesterday..
Danced?: Jason's Wedding
Were sarcastic?: Sarcastic? ME?
Watched your favorite movie?: which one? I have alot of em...
Had a nightmare?: I don't really remember my dreams..

A Last time for everything ...

Last book you read: Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix
Last movie you saw: Legally Blonde 2: Red White and Blonde
Last song you heard: Father of mine-Everclear
Last thing you had to drink: cream soda
Last time you showered: yesterday
Last thing you ate: soy beans

Do You ...

Sleep with stuffed animals?: no, just my baby blanket...
Live in the moment?: Pretty much
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: I wish...
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Yep, it's called life
Play an instrument?: I guess I sing, but not well
Believe there is life on other planets?: Yep, they just aren't dumb enough to want to look for us
Remember your first love?: kinda..
Still love him/her?: nope!
Read the newspaper?: Sometimes, usually for the funnies...
Believe in miracles?: not really..
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Sure
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sometimes
Consider love a mistake?: Sometimes it can be...but then sometimes it's a good mistake..
Like the taste of alcohol?: not really...
Have a favorite candy?: Chocolate!
Believe in astrology?: hell no
Believe in magic?: Sure
Believe in God?: I beilive there's something up there, but as to if it's "God" I dunno
Pray?: I try NOT to
Go to church?: My parents force me
Have any secrets?: if it's a secret, why would I tell you?
Have any pets: No...
Do well in school?: Better then I used to! I got a 3.0! And I'm going to AP English! ok...I'm done now...
Go to or plan to go to college?: Yeah...
Have a major?: probably english or drama
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: as long as they don't seem creepy....
Wear hats?: nope
Have any piercings?: just my ears
Have any tattoos?: Nope
Hate yourself?: yeah i do at times, but who doesn't?
Have an obsession?: which one? There are several
Have a secret crush?: A few...
Do they know yet?: probably, I'm bad at hiding it
Collect anything?: books...
Have a best friend?: not anymore...we don't talk much now...and that makes me sad...
Wish on stars?: "I would wish upon that star, but that star, it doesn't shine" - Blink 182
Like your handwriting?: ugh...no...
Have any bad habits?: Yeah
Care about looks?: Sort of
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: yeah but not enough to stop me from dating someone who isn't the best looking person...
Believe in witches?: Sure
Believe in Satan?: more than "God" odly enough...
Believe in ghosts?: Yeah...sorta...