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desertions) wrote2007-09-13 04:03 am
desertions) wrote2007-09-13 04:03 am
I Wish That Everyone Was Wrong
4 am and I can't sleep
I have my water aerobics class in the morning, and a time test in it.
This does not bode well.
I wish I could go back to England.
I felt happier there then I've ever been.
It was strange, staying with a family that was nice and functional in all the ways I always imagined a family should be.
I keep meaning to write them, but then I forget, and now it's been a while, and I wonder whether I should at all.
I should be ready to transfer by next year. I know the semester in England pushed me into more time at PCC, but it was worth it.
It's funny how the thing inside me that I once feared would destroy me is the thing that fuels me now.
I've been reading this book Aimee since I can't sleep. It's really good. It's about a girl accused of assisting in her best friend's suicide. I don't tell my grandma I'm reading something like this, it'll worry her.
As much as I'm glad to have them finally out of our house, it seems empty now. But I may be getting a dog. That would be nice.
Lunch with Nicholas and Samantha today.
My grandma was probably more disappointed then I was that Nicholas had a fiance.
She just wants me to date and be normal, whatever that means.
Going to my cousin Danica's engagement party this weekend. She's eighteen. That's insane.
And this is how ADD my thoughts get on sleep deprivation
I have my water aerobics class in the morning, and a time test in it.
This does not bode well.
I wish I could go back to England.
I felt happier there then I've ever been.
It was strange, staying with a family that was nice and functional in all the ways I always imagined a family should be.
I keep meaning to write them, but then I forget, and now it's been a while, and I wonder whether I should at all.
I should be ready to transfer by next year. I know the semester in England pushed me into more time at PCC, but it was worth it.
It's funny how the thing inside me that I once feared would destroy me is the thing that fuels me now.
I've been reading this book Aimee since I can't sleep. It's really good. It's about a girl accused of assisting in her best friend's suicide. I don't tell my grandma I'm reading something like this, it'll worry her.
As much as I'm glad to have them finally out of our house, it seems empty now. But I may be getting a dog. That would be nice.
Lunch with Nicholas and Samantha today.
My grandma was probably more disappointed then I was that Nicholas had a fiance.
She just wants me to date and be normal, whatever that means.
Going to my cousin Danica's engagement party this weekend. She's eighteen. That's insane.
And this is how ADD my thoughts get on sleep deprivation