Tell me why can't I reach up and simply touch the sky?

[desertions]

Sorry about the morbidity/negativity of the last few posts..
I doubt anyone likes hearing me whine..
Well...I should be going to San Fransisco in a few days
maybe that'll cheer me up..
in the meantime...
I'm gonna read more bridget jones diary..
at least it's a funny book I'm reading for once..