I always want you near, but they say that things change...

[desertions]

Ugh today sucks..
For one, I switched meds today
So I spent the whole day nausiated and loopy
At one point during work they made me go lie down in one of the backrooms
I was that ill..
Then of course there happens to be the fact of what day this is..
11 years ago...
my dad died...
you know that song, you are my sunshine?
he used to always sing it to me...
I wrote my own version...

I was your sunshine?
You only sunshine?
I made you happy, when skies were grey?
You never knew dad, how much I loved you.
Why'd you take my sunshine away?

The other night dad,
while I laid weeping
I thought you held me in your arms
but then I realized that I was mistaken
So I hung my head, and I cried

I was your sunshine?
You only sunshine?
I made you happy, when skies were grey?
You never knew dad, how much I loved you.
Why'd you take my sunshine away?