Every Thought That Occurs Misleading Makes Me Want To Give Myself A Beating

[desertions]

Right. I'm not allowed to be upset or angry about things. I forgot.
I'm just fucking ungrateful.

I missed that note.

Funningly enough, for once, this is not about my grandma for once.

And I love how they completely miss why I'm so fucking upset in the first place.

Awesome.



This is really what I wanted to come home to.

And yet the person I find myself most upset with is myself.

Funny, that.

Edit: a half hour later, I can't stop crying, and everyone talks about me outside my room like I can't hear them.