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desertions) wrote2008-07-11 12:49 am
desertions) wrote2008-07-11 12:49 am
Funny How You Slip So Far When Teachers Don't Keep Track Of It
Two panic attacks in one day? Not cool.
It took two ativan and alot of breathing excerises for that second to calm down.
But now I just feel warn and ready to cry.
Sometimes, it seems like my own chemistry is against me, and it's frustrating.
I did my final today, I hope I did okay on it. I just...I keep living in the fear that UCR will change their mind and decide I can't come after all. That maybe I did fuck things up too much this time. It really scares me, and even though I can rationally tell myself it probably won't happen, it doesn't seem to help.
It took two ativan and alot of breathing excerises for that second to calm down.
But now I just feel warn and ready to cry.
Sometimes, it seems like my own chemistry is against me, and it's frustrating.
I did my final today, I hope I did okay on it. I just...I keep living in the fear that UCR will change their mind and decide I can't come after all. That maybe I did fuck things up too much this time. It really scares me, and even though I can rationally tell myself it probably won't happen, it doesn't seem to help.