Well I Deserve Nothing More Than I Get, Nothing I Have Is Truly Mine

[desertions]

I love long talks about how hard I was to raise because of how different I was. Sorry I'm not like my cousins or sisters. Sorry I'd rather spend my money on books and movies then clothes and five hundred dollar purses. Sorry I like to dork out for hours over comic books and theater. I'm sorry I don't want to date and do all the other "typical" girl stuff. Sorry Baba, didn't mean to be such an overall goddamn disappointment.

And it had started out as such a nice day too.

Only another month and a few weeks here. That's just what I have to keep reminding myself of.