desertions | Let's Conspire Re-ignite All The Souls That Would Die To Feel Alive

Normal sleep schedules? What are those? I kind of want to go back to sleep, but I probably shouldn't. It'll fuck things up even more. It's already almost 1 pm. I need to call the apartment place and do some other things. But I don't really feel much like doing anything. Today may end up another lazy day.

Feeling a little better from last night, though I think I'm still dwelling on things a little too much. I can't allow myself to do it too much though. After all, it's hard to move forward when you're always glancing behind you.

I think Cierra is borrowing my dvds without permission again. :| Fantastico.

I think tomorrow, or maybe tonight, we're going to go out to buy more stuff for the apartment and all that. Just a couple of weeks now. It's really shocking. I have some mixed feelings, I'm excited to be leaving home, but part of me is really afraid I'll end up flat on my face. I want to believe I won't, but I guess when it comes down to it, I don't have much confidence in my own abilities. I suppose that's a problem.

It really does surprise me, how quickly time flies with some things. It's already mid September, when did that happen?