Someday I Will Walk Away And Say "You Dissapoint Me"

[desertions]

Thought the mood was better today.
Ahur, thought wrong.

Aggression and such is still rather high. And I'm still sick and have to go to classes, so that makes all the bullshit more fantastic. Really. I try to be supportive, but Jesus Christ, even if I have limits of what I can find sympathetic.

I don't know, doesn't seem worth it to care about people who can't care for themselves. Or help themselves, for that matter. I am not your therapist, I am not your crutch, I am not your savior. I'm just...I don't even know. I feel like a hypocrite, in someways. Guess I shouldn't offer to listen as much as I do or...something. I don't know. It normally doesn't bother me, but after Saturday's little stunt, I'm having a harder time just filtering it. It takes alot to actually anger or get to me these days, but once you do? Yeah, I guess I'm bad at just letting things go.

I'm really just trying to bite my tongue before I say something really horrible like I do when I get like this.

Vague and yet specific enough that I wonder if I should filter it. But fuck it, I don't feel like setting up a new filter.

Maybe getting out as much as possible this week is a good idea. Distance before I seriously blow up.
Maybe I should just go to bed early, though I really don't feel like getting up at fucking six in the morning again.