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desertions) wrote2008-11-06 12:41 pm
desertions) wrote2008-11-06 12:41 pm
They Smile And Stab My Back And I Lie And Have To Laugh
It hurts knowing that they'll never pull through for me the way they have for everyone else.
My sister keeps going on and on about how we have to be supportive of Danica and try to help because she's never felt connected to the family, but how does she think I've fucking felt my whole life?
I just...I don't know. I shouldn't let it get to me. I try not to, but sometimes, fuck, I'm only human.
I wish it didn't get to me. I wish I wasn't so bitter, and jealous and goddamn petty about this stuff.
My sister keeps going on and on about how we have to be supportive of Danica and try to help because she's never felt connected to the family, but how does she think I've fucking felt my whole life?
I just...I don't know. I shouldn't let it get to me. I try not to, but sometimes, fuck, I'm only human.
I wish it didn't get to me. I wish I wasn't so bitter, and jealous and goddamn petty about this stuff.