desertions | You Think You're So Clever But Now You Must Sever

And when it comes down to it, my sister will never get it.
I don't know why I try to open up to her.
I tried to explain that I don't feel close to most of the family and being stuck in a small house with ten of us for like four days has been making my anxiety run high, but she says I'm just being dramatic.

Maybe I am.

I wish I could explain this apprehension and anxiety in a way that it made sense to people.

I still need to finish that paper. A thousand words left.

This next week is going to be a long one, and I really don't want to go on this trip to New York, but what choice do I have?

I wish I didn't take everything so...much. It seems like I feel everything, good or bad, way too intensely for my own good.

Ignore that. Have a meme instead.

What has surprised you the most about me (if anything) since joining my flist? Was anything completely unexpected or have I always fit the picture of me you have in your head? Post this in your own journal and see how you have surprised people!