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desertions) wrote2008-12-22 05:12 am
desertions) wrote2008-12-22 05:12 am
But Home Is A Feeling I Buried In You
All in all, I'm glad this year is almost done with. It's been a long one.
Find myself feeling thinky and reflective...but not bad. These past few days staying at Kelsey's has been like a breath of fresh air. While being at home was more like I was choking.
I wish I hadn't left my Ativan at home though, especially with going to the mall tomorrow and all. I try to just work through the panic attacks myself when I can, but sometimes it's really hard. But I'm not going to psyche myself out. No good in that.
Find myself feeling thinky and reflective...but not bad. These past few days staying at Kelsey's has been like a breath of fresh air. While being at home was more like I was choking.
I wish I hadn't left my Ativan at home though, especially with going to the mall tomorrow and all. I try to just work through the panic attacks myself when I can, but sometimes it's really hard. But I'm not going to psyche myself out. No good in that.