Swear you're gonna feel my ill

[desertions]

Oy, sorry if i concerned anyone with the last post
should of mentioned it was a speach from Trainspotting
so tired...
had a emotional group meeting today...
almost cried...
I cried in theraphy yesterday too...
why are all the emotions coming up now?
I don't want them!
I prefer the numbness
it's better than this horrible pain...