Drowning in this, too much pressure

[desertions]

Bleh...
Today was bad
I was way too stressed out
I started crying at school
and then again when I got home
but my uncle and I disscussed some stuff we wanna try to see if we can reduce some of the stress I've been overwhelemed with lately
cause it isn't healthy, mentally or physically
as we all saw when I collapsed...
But just now...I was writing a fic with Rockstar!Sirius
and Word closed without saving it ;-;