But I know I'll quit playing the victim

[desertions]

I cut last night
For the last time
I was upset, emotional, depressed, anxious
Like a million times before
But it didn't really do much
I realize now, there are other ways of dealing
And I'm tired of just making do with dealing
I know I can beat this
I don't need this
I'm becoming a new me
and suddenly, it's not so scary