Katiepants (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
desertions) wrote2003-11-16 08:24 pm
desertions) wrote2003-11-16 08:24 pm
I'm falling forever, I've got to break through...
saiyajin_stan (7:18:12 PM): Katie, Over the last few weeks my feelings have changed a whole lot... I have been questioning a lot of things concerning us. Belive it or not but for me Gab has helped my descion.... I always told you I wouldn't lie to you.. but i have been. I don't feel the same way i once did, I don't know why and i have been questioning it for a long time trying to find answers. i don't deserve you Katie.. You and i have to break up, it's the only explination i can come up with... i don't feel as if this relationship is working out....... personally..
ssjprincessbura (7:20:19 PM): Why? Why if you didn't feel like it was working out did you ask me if I wanted to be engaged?
saiyajin_stan (7:20:58 PM): i really wanted it to work out.
ssjprincessbura (7:22:07 PM): Cause I mean to be honest I had my own doubts you know? But that, that made me think I was wrong...that I was probably being just paranoid..
saiyajin_stan (7:22:18 PM): ...
saiyajin_stan (7:23:39 PM): bye..
ssjprincessbura (7:24:11 PM): bye, I really cared about you, but I'm not going to run after you anymore, if this is how you really feel, then fine..
saiyajin_stan (7:25:22 PM): k
saiyajin_stan (7:27:06 PM): You will get over me don't worry.
saiyajin_stan (7:30:18 PM): ...................
saiyajin_stan (7:30:30 PM): Don
saiyajin_stan (7:30:36 PM): Don't say that =_=
ssjprincessbura (7:30:54 PM): then what do you want me to say?
saiyajin_stan (7:31:22 PM): What do you want me to do!?
saiyajin_stan (7:31:51 PM): Kat, Gab tells me i treat you like shit.
saiyajin_stan (7:32:12 PM): She influenced this descion something hard.
ssjprincessbura (7:32:38 PM): why? why does her opionon matter? this isnt about her
ssjprincessbura (7:32:44 PM): this is about me and you
saiyajin_stan (7:33:13 PM): I am sick of getting bitched out by her
saiyajin_stan (7:33:21 PM): and her spreading so much shit
ssjprincessbura (7:33:25 PM): well you're only proving she's right
saiyajin_stan (7:34:51 PM): Well, she can think what ever the fuck she wants
saiyajin_stan (7:35:01 PM): i don't care about it anymore.
ssjprincessbura (7:35:22 PM): But it shuldn't of mattered what she thoght, you weren't dating her
ssjprincessbura (7:35:26 PM): you were dating me
saiyajin_stan (7:35:46 PM): I know I was dating you..
ssjprincessbura (7:36:00 PM): Exactly
saiyajin_stan (7:37:33 PM): I gotta admit i hate her.
ssjprincessbura (7:38:11 PM): well, I figured that much, the feelings pretty much mutial
saiyajin_stan (7:38:44 PM): Cept she wouldn't kill me
saiyajin_stan (7:38:49 PM): I would kill her.
ssjprincessbura (7:38:58 PM): Who knows? she might
saiyajin_stan (7:39:30 PM): Do you want me dead?
ssjprincessbura (7:40:12 PM): Dead? I don't know if i'd go that far..
saiyajin_stan (7:41:18 PM): what are you going to do ?
ssjprincessbura (7:41:56 PM): I have no fucking clue, probably cry, probably cut, who knows?
saiyajin_stan (7:42:23 PM): why the fuck you going to cut yourself?
saiyajin_stan (7:42:35 PM): It's not the end of the world.
ssjprincessbura (7:43:14 PM): I've cut for less, and for more, and don't tell me its not the end of the world, you don't know i fucking feel so don't you dare say that to me
saiyajin_stan (7:44:16 PM): I know how you feel
ssjprincessbura (7:44:47 PM): Do you?
saiyajin_stan (7:45:01 PM): Yes.
saiyajin_stan (7:45:38 PM): I regret my descion already, i just want you to be happy but i have been listening to so many others and i just feel as if this is right.. it is mean't to be right, it isn't mean't to hurt like this.
ssjprincessbura (7:46:35 PM): Well, whether its meant to or not, it does. And you know what? I've given you alot of fucking chances, don't expect anymore
saiyajin_stan (7:47:08 PM): Katie Katie Katie
saiyajin_stan (7:47:16 PM): You are very two faced.
ssjprincessbura (7:47:37 PM): Well what do you expect? me to be nice right now?
saiyajin_stan (7:48:19 PM): I expected searching for answers.
ssjprincessbura (7:49:16 PM): Answers? what more answers do I need? You let other people's opions effect your own, you don't love me anymore, assuming you ever did at all
saiyajin_stan (7:49:56 PM): I had done what I thought was best for you girl.
ssjprincessbura (7:50:20 PM): and how did you figure this was best
saiyajin_stan (7:51:04 PM): I don't know, I had assumed something.
ssjprincessbura (7:51:13 PM): assumed what?
saiyajin_stan (7:51:29 PM): What does it matter?
saiyajin_stan (7:52:12 PM): ~___~.... I just wanted to do the right thing alright. I thought that if i told you i had fallen out of love with you, and that i told you it was basically just me... then it would be easier i didn't want this shit happening.
ssjprincessbura (7:52:48 PM): What? you didn't want me angry, hurt? how was telling me you didn't love me anymore not going to hurt?
saiyajin_stan (7:53:28 PM): I don't fucking know alright >.
ssjprincessbura (7:20:19 PM): Why? Why if you didn't feel like it was working out did you ask me if I wanted to be engaged?
saiyajin_stan (7:20:58 PM): i really wanted it to work out.
ssjprincessbura (7:22:07 PM): Cause I mean to be honest I had my own doubts you know? But that, that made me think I was wrong...that I was probably being just paranoid..
saiyajin_stan (7:22:18 PM): ...
saiyajin_stan (7:23:39 PM): bye..
ssjprincessbura (7:24:11 PM): bye, I really cared about you, but I'm not going to run after you anymore, if this is how you really feel, then fine..
saiyajin_stan (7:25:22 PM): k
saiyajin_stan (7:27:06 PM): You will get over me don't worry.
saiyajin_stan (7:30:18 PM): ...................
saiyajin_stan (7:30:30 PM): Don
saiyajin_stan (7:30:36 PM): Don't say that =_=
ssjprincessbura (7:30:54 PM): then what do you want me to say?
saiyajin_stan (7:31:22 PM): What do you want me to do!?
saiyajin_stan (7:31:51 PM): Kat, Gab tells me i treat you like shit.
saiyajin_stan (7:32:12 PM): She influenced this descion something hard.
ssjprincessbura (7:32:38 PM): why? why does her opionon matter? this isnt about her
ssjprincessbura (7:32:44 PM): this is about me and you
saiyajin_stan (7:33:13 PM): I am sick of getting bitched out by her
saiyajin_stan (7:33:21 PM): and her spreading so much shit
ssjprincessbura (7:33:25 PM): well you're only proving she's right
saiyajin_stan (7:34:51 PM): Well, she can think what ever the fuck she wants
saiyajin_stan (7:35:01 PM): i don't care about it anymore.
ssjprincessbura (7:35:22 PM): But it shuldn't of mattered what she thoght, you weren't dating her
ssjprincessbura (7:35:26 PM): you were dating me
saiyajin_stan (7:35:46 PM): I know I was dating you..
ssjprincessbura (7:36:00 PM): Exactly
saiyajin_stan (7:37:33 PM): I gotta admit i hate her.
ssjprincessbura (7:38:11 PM): well, I figured that much, the feelings pretty much mutial
saiyajin_stan (7:38:44 PM): Cept she wouldn't kill me
saiyajin_stan (7:38:49 PM): I would kill her.
ssjprincessbura (7:38:58 PM): Who knows? she might
saiyajin_stan (7:39:30 PM): Do you want me dead?
ssjprincessbura (7:40:12 PM): Dead? I don't know if i'd go that far..
saiyajin_stan (7:41:18 PM): what are you going to do ?
ssjprincessbura (7:41:56 PM): I have no fucking clue, probably cry, probably cut, who knows?
saiyajin_stan (7:42:23 PM): why the fuck you going to cut yourself?
saiyajin_stan (7:42:35 PM): It's not the end of the world.
ssjprincessbura (7:43:14 PM): I've cut for less, and for more, and don't tell me its not the end of the world, you don't know i fucking feel so don't you dare say that to me
saiyajin_stan (7:44:16 PM): I know how you feel
ssjprincessbura (7:44:47 PM): Do you?
saiyajin_stan (7:45:01 PM): Yes.
saiyajin_stan (7:45:38 PM): I regret my descion already, i just want you to be happy but i have been listening to so many others and i just feel as if this is right.. it is mean't to be right, it isn't mean't to hurt like this.
ssjprincessbura (7:46:35 PM): Well, whether its meant to or not, it does. And you know what? I've given you alot of fucking chances, don't expect anymore
saiyajin_stan (7:47:08 PM): Katie Katie Katie
saiyajin_stan (7:47:16 PM): You are very two faced.
ssjprincessbura (7:47:37 PM): Well what do you expect? me to be nice right now?
saiyajin_stan (7:48:19 PM): I expected searching for answers.
ssjprincessbura (7:49:16 PM): Answers? what more answers do I need? You let other people's opions effect your own, you don't love me anymore, assuming you ever did at all
saiyajin_stan (7:49:56 PM): I had done what I thought was best for you girl.
ssjprincessbura (7:50:20 PM): and how did you figure this was best
saiyajin_stan (7:51:04 PM): I don't know, I had assumed something.
ssjprincessbura (7:51:13 PM): assumed what?
saiyajin_stan (7:51:29 PM): What does it matter?
saiyajin_stan (7:52:12 PM): ~___~.... I just wanted to do the right thing alright. I thought that if i told you i had fallen out of love with you, and that i told you it was basically just me... then it would be easier i didn't want this shit happening.
ssjprincessbura (7:52:48 PM): What? you didn't want me angry, hurt? how was telling me you didn't love me anymore not going to hurt?
saiyajin_stan (7:53:28 PM): I don't fucking know alright >.