Walking around me..

[desertions]

I was talking about this with my friend Ryuchel today and the thoughts and stuff just formed themselves into a halfassed poem...but anyways...

Walking around me
You say you love me
But you don’t know what to do
That I have way too many problems
And you haven’t a clue
What words to speak
To make me feel okay
That I make you uncomfortable
Till you don’t know what to say
You say you can’t be honest
You’re afraid your pain will affect mine
That if you show weakness
I’ll loose my mind
Well I can’t say I’m surprised
At you voicing these words
For this isn’t the first time in my life
That these things have been heard
I know people think
I’m always close to breakdown
That if they complain
I will surely frown
But can’t they see that I’m tired
Of being stepped around
Talking away
But no hearing a sound
I may have issues
But that doesn’t me I can’t deal
So it would be better if you open up
And tell me how you really feel
For how can I help
If you only lie
Just talk to me
I promise not to die