Break My Face, My Back, My Arms, My Neck, But Please Don't Break My Heart

[desertions]

I think I figured out why it's so easy for me to fall for someone, and why I do it so hard
It's not that I fall in love with them as much as I'm in love with the idea of being in love.
I want desperatly to find someone who can relate to me
Who I can depend on
So when I get in relationships I expect alot
Nothing short of perfection will do
They have to listen
They have to console me
and mostly, they have to care
I guess in a way I'm looking for someone to fix me
But that's alot of pressure to put on someone
So I can see why I always end up alone
I'm too needy; I push them away...
But even knowing that doesn't make heartbreak hurt anyless..