Nothing's turned out the way I planned

Well I was sleeping soundly, as soundly as I do anyways, well around 8 I wake up, not even sure why at first. Until I realize I'm having some of my chest pains again, and really bad. I drank some water and just waited for it to pass, it always does. It's weird though, I've never had it when I was sleeping before.. I'm sixteen and I have all these health problems, it's really fucked up....

Everyone I know Goes Away, In the End

I feel like I'm really loosing her,
my mom that is
I just found out she has a boyfriend...
I know my dad's been dead ten years...
and it's time she moves on,
but it still bugs the hell out of me..
I feel like she's slipping away from me...
and I don't know what the fuck to do about it..
but i really feel like crying...