Though I know who I'm not, I still don't know who I am

My Forsaken Name is Be'lal Be'lal was once a friend and ally of Dragon Lews Therin. He is a cunning tactician and a superb swordsman. Be'lal is a master of manipulation and has been called the Netweaver because of this. Be'lal grew jealous of Lews Therin and turned to the Dark One during the Collapse. The Levenshtein distance between Celeb and Be'lal is 4.
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I know, I know, I've been posting alot of these sorta things, but not a hell of alot's been going on...and besides, they're entertaining

Hey you, what do you say?

Bah
My school still hasn't sent me my schedule
School starts in like what, a week? Two? Not even sure really, though I would if I -had- my schedule
anyways...
the point is, I have no clue what classes they're giving me
Like if they remembered to give me AP English
knowing the bastards that run holy hellhole...they probably didn't -_-
The first copy never came and supposedly they sent out another one...
I'll keep you all posted..
if and when news comes...

They think I'm crazy...

Great...
I slipped up for the first time in weeks and of course now Marla saw before they finished healing
She'll probably go tell my grandmother again...
Which is the last thing I need right now...
I was going to tell my theraphist, so it's not like I'm in denial
it's just...
It gets unnerving when my whole famiy starts watching me
Sometimes they won't let me shut my door
For a while I couldn't wear long sleeves or pants...
I feel like a fucking prisoner in my own home...

I'm falling forever...

ugh...I came to write...and have found myself still crying too hard to keep my thoughts straight..