These foolish games keep tearing us apart..

Sorry if I worried anyone with my last post
I was just really upset last night
it was the first time I had cried like that in...ages..
Anyways, here's what happened:
My uncle and grandma came into my room to confront me about my cutting
Just like I predicted, I knew Marla would tell them
anyways..
That's always an emotional roller coaster, they were mad at me
And then they said that I talk exactly like an addict
They also told me that most of my friends may not be "healthy" choices, since they have alot of problems too..and that i need to stop reading such depressing books and listening to depressing music
My uncle also said I need to try to write poetry that focuses on the good in life, since I seem to have a hard time seeing it
Then later I got into a fight with my grandma about cross country and my time and things like that
I also got into a fight with one of my net friends
In the end I was pretty emotional, I curled up in bed and cried
Somewhere between the crying I fell asleep...
And now I'm awake, and in a somewhat better mood
it was really nice to come on and get all those hugs
I really appreciate it
*smooches* I love you guys..