So What If You Catch Me, Where Would We Land?

I saw Garden State again today
I swear, I'm even more obessed with it now
Hence the new icon, and the new layout
I just can relate to it so much
Large is a character who reminds me so much of myself, it hurts
I cried again at the ending, I don't remember the last time I became so emotionally attached to a character
But I wanted him to get better so badly
I wanted him to be happy
Just like I want to be happy
So badly
And I could relate to the whole, being numbed by meds things
I've been on some form of medication since I was about 10
Trying to actually feel can be really hard
And now when I do, I don't know how to deal with it
But sometimes, falling apart helps you come together again
And what does not kill you only makes you stronger
That's why I know now that I can't give up
And that it's important to still let people in
Yes, I could get hurt
But life fucking hurts sometimes, but it's all we have. This is it
And I'm not going to miss it for anything
I refuse to
Even though other people might make me feel fucked up
And not right
I will forge on
Because this is all I have
I can't let others decide things for me anymore
I have to take charge
Stand up
Or drown

Song of The Moment:

Fair by Zero 7

Hey, are you lonely?
Has summer gone so slowly?
We found the ground
And that damage was done
It's cold as you fade into the sun
Where'd you go? To me?

But you're alive!
Well, it's only
Fallen frames, they told me
You stand out, it's so loud
And so what if it is?
It's cold as you face into the wind
Where'd it go to? tonight the sun shall see its light

So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?
In somebody's life
For taking his hands
Sing to me hope as she's
Thrown on the sand
All of your work
Is rated again
Where to go ?

And you were somehow the ran thing could allow
But it's all wrong
You're so strong
And this life and work
And choice took far too long
Where'd it go? tonight the sun shall see its light

So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?
In somebody's life
For taking his hands
Sing to me hope as she's
Thrown on the sand
All of our work
Is rated again

When I was sure you'd follow through
My world was turned to blue so thin
When you'd hide your songs would die
So I'd hide yours with mine
And all my words were bound to fail
I know you won't fail
See, I can tell

And I Am Sooo Marrying Zach Braff