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It's been a long night
Had a kinda good group I guess
Talked about how melacholy I've been lately
Not totally depressed, just kinda hollow and sad
And how I feel stuck in static
While everyone is shifting around me
Everything changes, yet I remain
My uncle forgot to pick me up,
So after like an hour we had to call my cousin and she picked me up
I'm tired of feeling this way
Like I'm just existing
I want more
I want to be more
So much more
But I don't know where to start
But I do know that I can not do this on my own
I need to surround myself with people who can help me
People who love me just the way I am
Whoever and whever they are
Blerg...I've been thinking too much again
No wonder I can't sleep...
Song of The Moment:
Deep Water by Jewel
You find yourself falling down
Your hopes in the sky
But you heart like grape gum on the ground
And you try to find yourself
In the abstractions of religion
And the cruelty of everyone else
And you wake up to realize
Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive
When you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love
You wake up to realize your only friend
Has never been yourself or anybody who cared in the end
That's when suddenly everything fades or falls away
'Cause the chains which once held us are only the chains which we've made
When you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love
We've compromised our pride
And sacrificed out health
We have to demand more
Not of each other
But more from ourselves
Cause when you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
When you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love
It's nothing without love
Had a kinda good group I guess
Talked about how melacholy I've been lately
Not totally depressed, just kinda hollow and sad
And how I feel stuck in static
While everyone is shifting around me
Everything changes, yet I remain
My uncle forgot to pick me up,
So after like an hour we had to call my cousin and she picked me up
I'm tired of feeling this way
Like I'm just existing
I want more
I want to be more
So much more
But I don't know where to start
But I do know that I can not do this on my own
I need to surround myself with people who can help me
People who love me just the way I am
Whoever and whever they are
Blerg...I've been thinking too much again
No wonder I can't sleep...
Song of The Moment:
Deep Water by Jewel
You find yourself falling down
Your hopes in the sky
But you heart like grape gum on the ground
And you try to find yourself
In the abstractions of religion
And the cruelty of everyone else
And you wake up to realize
Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive
When you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love
You wake up to realize your only friend
Has never been yourself or anybody who cared in the end
That's when suddenly everything fades or falls away
'Cause the chains which once held us are only the chains which we've made
When you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love
We've compromised our pride
And sacrificed out health
We have to demand more
Not of each other
But more from ourselves
Cause when you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
When you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love
It's nothing without love
