someone will love you

+_+ So, with the help of Windows Movie Maker, boredom, and an idea that wouldn't go away, I made my first fan video today.

The editing could still use some work, but I'm rather proud of myself. Take a look, if you'd like.

Series: Heroes
Pairing: Sylar/Elle
Song: MakeDamnSure by Taking Back Sunday

Oh god, Uterus, why you hate?
I could barely sleep last night, so much pain.
I think I might have to take that last vicodin I have.
Pain is so bad. Not fair.
A bath sounds good too.

Kind of mopey and sad and overthinky, but that tends to be the case the first few days of my period.
Fuck you, hormones.

Oh god, I hate my uterus so bad. I swear, the first day of my period is always made of fail.

Today has been filled with pain, lots of painkillers, and passing out from the combination of the two.

Also, in a more TMI area of things, so far the only things missing from my room are the half bottle of vodka I left and my vibrator. This amuses the hell out of me.


qrwfdew OWWW OWW OWWW. I think round two of Advil and my prescription strength Alieve is in order.

Today was good.

Acting final went well, finals are done.

I went and saw Repo! The Genetic Opera and it was amazingly awesome. Seriously? If you have the chance to see it, do so. Rock opera about repo men who reposses organs bought on credit? Very yes. Paris Hilton is actually enjoyable in this movie (albeit, she plays a rich heiress addicted to surgery and drugs, so...yeah). Sarah Brightman was amazing as Blind Mag, but she's a pretty awesome singer, so it should be expected, I suppose I will be so buying it on DVD. I kind of want to go see it again, maybe later at night, when they're actually be more of an audience to enjoy it with.

And then I very impromptuly joined a protest down to city hall for the appeal of Prop 8. I've never done any sort of march or anything before, it felt very...patriotic, standing up for what I believe in.

I made friends with one of the girls at the protest and we hung out for a while afterward. She introduced me to this tiny bookstore where I finally found The Story of O which I've been wanting to read forever, but not for the reasons you'd think. I think Iris and I are going to try to hang out more when I come back from Christmas Break.

My uncle is picking me up on Friday, which means tomorrow? I try to clean up the apartment so I don't leave it so trashed.

Now to finish up the newest episode of Pushing Dasies, and then bed. I've been up since like 8 am D: And active most of the day too!

The dinner party thing was more fun than I expected.
Watching Kevin freak Scott out by fake hitting on him? Endlessly lulzy to me.

And, and the food was delicious too. Ham *^* Honeybaked Ham, to be exact. They had leftovers and made me a packet to take with me. A packet of ham. It was awesome.

I felt so grown up at first, being at a dinner with place settings and assigned seating, but then we were all talking about dogsex, and somehow, I felt more comfortable. Don't ask.

Still, overall, I had a good time, and for once, I was really glad I went out and was social. I was sad I had to leave earlier, but the stomach pain got really unbearable. And I didn't want them to think it was from their food :< So I lied and said I needed to study.

Maybe I'll try to get to know that group and hang out with them more next quarter. Maybe, maybe.

Being social is tiring

So Notorious is my new guilty pleasure, and not just because it has Zachary Quinto as a flamboyant gay man.

The anime club holiday party went well enough. Tokyo Godfathers was an awesome movie to watch, and in the gift exchange, I got the first of the Phoenix Wright manga, something I had meant to buy anyways.

Tomorrow, I work on memorizing lines.

But for right now? I nap because I feel exhausted despite sleeping in for the first time all week.

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